Where do I start???

OK, let's get this party started!!! I have thought and thought about where to start and I have decided that I will just start right here!
As I mentioned before, I was diagnosed with Fibromyalgia 6 years ago, I don't know what caused it, I don't know what will fix it, I just know that I have been chosen to deal with it.
I know that we all must learn to "play the hand we're dealt", but I find myself wondering why some seem to always pull the crappy cards.
I make a huge effort to keep upbeat and be thankful for all that I do have going for me.. I have 4 healthy kids that are about as normal as they could be and the biggest joy of all my 41 years was when my grandkids were born. I know there are good things in my life but the catch is that I don't have the energy to enjoy them. I want to do so much, my mind is always going and I have amazing ideas, I just can't get my body to cooperate.
Instead of enjoying my life with my husband and my kids and my grandkids, I am watching from the outside and I don't like it!
While I am off from work for a few weeks, I have decided to make my rounds to the Dr.'s to see if there is any new and exciting medical news out there that might get me "back in the game".