Schools out until July 6th!

Finished finals today and I get a break until July 6th! I will have to post later about how I did on the finals. I will share some other news though. Billy and Irais are engaged! I wonder if he talked to Mom about that (haha). Anyway, I have that much more incentive to learn Spanish now.
I have about a week and a half left to work and then I will be on hiatus from everything for about 2 weeks, hope it is enough time to get my house clean! I have had an offer from my daughter (Candy) to come and help me and I hope she does because there is a lot to catch up on around here.
Matt has to go back to school tomorrow to make a second attempt at the math portion of the CRCT, I hope he does well.
I am going to go now and work on my baby Pey-Pey's blanket.

Hasta Luego!

Spanish Lessons

I haven't posted this here yet but I am learning Spanish! At my job it has become necessary for me to speak to Spanish speaking clients and so I purchased this program from Visual Link and it has been wonderfully helpful. Visual Link offers the Spanish Dictionary that I have added to this blog so that I can incorporate Spanish in my daily activities as well as some of my post. Hope you enjoy!

Hasta luego!

Long time, no post

I know it has been quite a while since I last made a post. Since then I have gone through another tax season and started to take classes at the technical college. I decided to sit and make a more recent post after having yet another argument with my husband during which I realized that we may be nearing the end of our run. I thought to make a post so that I have some type of outlet for all of the sadness and despair that is my life as I have no one person to share it with and I guess I am in the hopes that someone will read it and help me to feel better. For many months, years even, I have blamed the bulk of our issues on the Fibro, but at this point in time I just can't say that everything that is wrong is because of this illness. Yes, it does make me miserable and it makes me tired and I can't do things I want to do and there are times when I am not the easiest person to live with but for the last few months, other than the exhaustion from working long hours and then staying up to study, I have probably felt better than I have in years! I personally think that it is because I have a goal to work toward now and it has given me purpose (school). This positive note is countered by my husbands negative feelings about the very same things! He hates tax season because I have to work hours that interfere with his schedule and I am not able to be home to cook dinner, etc. and he is equally as dissatisfied that I have finally started back to school, the only possible reason I have for that is insecurity on his part. There is no other logical solution as it is not costing him anything for me to go and I am only taking one class at the school, the others are online.
I welcome any comments and/or suggestions anyone may have to help me to cope with all these conflicting feelings, I just don't know what else I can do in this situation. He is unhappy about everything, it is not just one thing. My life is the epitome of the old dilemma, "Damned if you don't, damned if you do". I actually even feel guilty for posting anything about him but I don't know what else to do because I need to talk to someone or some thing or I am going to lose my mind!